How do I know if im an Addict or just dependent?

Are you taking more than you need, more than it takes to relieve your pain? Your doc should work with you on pain management if so. Ask yourself seriously are you using them to "get off" or to get through your pain. Do you abuse them, use more than you've been told? You may have built up a tolerance to your original rx and should talk to a doc about your concerns. I know money is an issue but you can't put a cost on your health, and lots of clinics and hospitals offer sliding scales and other payment programs. Buying stuff off the street is expensive (and illegal) spend the money at a doc's office instead and get a handle on your issues. Good luck, I hope everything works out for you. I've had lots of friends struggle with prescription addiction, and continue to do so.